GOD loves me...`*
*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
*-231084
*-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts



___conttact miee*~

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*-faithful_jesus_84@hotmail.com

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*-crazygal@cheerful.com


~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
*-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
*-Ice skating *-Volleyball
*-Dancing *-Stoning
*-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
*-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs

~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
*-boardgames
*-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
*-to get marry
*-stay in thailand
*-to have kids
*-to see GOD



~wisshex*~

*-serve god
*-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
*-that I have less troubles in BGR
*-someone to remember his promise
*-to serve in thailand full time


__darlinnkx*~

Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Thursday, July 26, 2007
Hurt

If you never like me.... is ok... But dont fool ard wit my feelings... Dont make me like u and left me there n expect me to treat nothing happens... i m a ger i ve diginity de ... dun keep hurting me... I ve been vomiting blood nwadaes... i dunnoe wat wrong.. i veri scared i mite nt b able to c u anymore... i ve fallen for u ... even a guy who likes me knew tt ... thanks for feeling happy if i gt a bf ... u noe u make me tears ... make my heart break... shatter all my hopes ... dun make me like u more than a fren than tell me u actuallie treat as a fren... i m nt a thick skin ger... i dun wan to keep guessing anymore... is enough... if u wan to use me as a shield ... u ve done it u ve succeed ... u wan someone to care n take care of u ... u gt it... u wan fun.. u gt it .... u make me fall for u so deeply but u oso hurt me tt deeply until i lose a fren lose a guy tt likes me .... hw many times.. i hope tt u reali meant those 3 words u sae ... but i noe if i believe u do i ll b disappointed... hw many times i hope those hugs n kisses mean sth... but i tell myself u jus treat me as fren... hw many times i try to brush away all ur cares n concerns as jus frens... hw many times i tell myself those things u sae r for fun ... but @ the same no of times i still hope i mean sth to u .. but each time i disappointed each time i m hurt each time i avoid all these in front of u cos i dun wan to lose u .. hw many times i hope i reali can tt someone u love or even like... but i m wrong.. i m truly wrong.... veri wrong.... hw many times i hope those gifts n photos mean sth to u .. but i m wrong... 1 by 1 all the guys who like me left me ... cos they felt my heart is occupied... i shldnt even fall for u... i feel so thick skin nw.... hw cum a supposingly gd fren make me hurt so much...

___herre with miee*~
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