Trust His Heart
Performed by Babbie Mason
Words and Music by Eddie Carswell & Babbie Mason
All things work for our good
Though sometimes we don't see how they could
Struggles that break our hearts in two
Sometimes blind us to the truth
Our Father knows what's best for us
His ways are not our own
So when your pathway grows dim and you just can't see Him
Remember you're never alone
Chorus:
God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too good to be unkind
So when you don't understand
When you don't see His plan
When you can't trace His hand
Trust His heart
He sees the master plan
He holds our future in His hand
So don't live as those who have no hope
All our hope is found in Him
We see the present clearly
But He sees the first and the last
And like a tapestry He's weaving you and me
To someday be just like Him
He alone is faithful and true
He alone knows what is best for you
This song really touches my heart especially during this period of time where God leads me through disappointment and really tells me what it means to trust him... Even when I cant understand why he gives me a few days of happiness of finding a job and take that job away ... I believe he sees the master plan and knows what best for me which is not what I want.... Though this period of time is the hardest cause I cant find job and something happen within this time ... I really thank God that he had put this song in my heart and I believe all the lyrics are what He wants to tell me ... I want to trust his heart cause He alone knows what best for me ... Just trust his heart .....even when I dont understand , when I dont see his plan , when I cant trace his hand .... Thanks God for all the lessons that He had taught me and going to teach me ...
___herre with miee*~
5:35 AM
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
Memories of illness and injury
So ironical... I ran after my church kids then I slipped and fall on a road outside my church south transept hall ... Then I hurt my back ... Gastric and asthma are haunting me again ... Finally , I took the courage to remove all my guards ... Actually felt prettier ... Whenever I have asthma attack I alwaz think of someone , w/o him I think I ll be dead long ago... His birthday just pass... I must alwaz thank alot of people who always care and even to the extent of carrying me home haha ... I very heavy de .... My back hurts until I cant even kneel during holy communion so sad la... I cant bend n all tt ... but I can walk haha jus slow .... told my Godsis that I look like a skinny pregnant lady haha then she sae I too far off being a pregnant lady... Even with my back , I went to NTU to look for my fren ytd and went shopping with my sistas ... Miss my tea session with my usual sistas ... even gt guys haha ( oso called sistas ) they are very gentle de n so entertaining to our sistas gathering ...
___herre with miee*~
10:51 AM
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Why ??
Why do I take pleasures when I know I shouldnt ?
Why do I do something when I know I shouldnt be doing ?
Why do I let my emotions run wild when I know there shouldnt be any ?
Why do I keep thinking of that incident when I know I shouldnt ?
Why do I let a guy down when I know I shouldnt ?
Why do I hope something come out of an incident when I know it wouldnt ?
Why do I even enjoy something that I am not suppose to ?
Why do I have doubts when I should already know ?
Why do I have to be so positive when I know I will be wrong ?
Why do I still hold on to a hope when I know I will be disappointed ?
Why do I have to mislead someone when I know I shouldnt ?
Why do I enjoy someone physical contact when I know I shouldnt ?
___herre with miee*~
8:37 AM
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
Being nice to people got underlying meanings ?
Buy rose for girls , sweets for girls ... And worried about a girl whether she go home safely ... also mean that I am a butch meh ?????????????? I just like to do things for people.... Some idiot actually called me a butch ... Say i too gentlemen... should soul search ..not a good christian... Why people go and assume sth they dunnoe....
___herre with miee*~
1:09 PM
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
Happy
Someone gotten back with his wife... And another one got a gf le ... I am so happy ...for them and for me ...
___herre with miee*~
11:50 AM
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weird guy .,.
So funnie ... A guy out of nowhere ... saw my fotos n ask me b his gf ... Haha ... Not as if i m a super pretty ger or wat ... Sometimes wonder wat is in a guy mind... I dont even know him .. chat wit him for awhile on msn .... HE sae he saw my foto likes me alot .. siao rite ? If i am a super pretty ger i ve nuthing to sae ... but i m nt !!
___herre with miee*~
11:46 AM
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Blessing and mixed feelings
Today Fang yu asks me what have i done to deserve a nice friend ... I dont know ... a friend that never scolds me even though he will kiddingly sae dint want to talk to me but he still did.... The way Fang yu describes wat he did ... When she even asks eejun if he will do tt he sae no ... I feel so blessed haha... But i dunnoe y i got tt uncertain feeling of losing this friendship... Very upset... Hai... Am I asking too much ?? I DUNNOE ... I wonder if i am so confused hw to help a young ger ....
___herre with miee*~
9:04 AM
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