GOD loves me...`*
*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
*-231084
*-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts



___conttact miee*~

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*-faithful_jesus_84@hotmail.com

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*-crazygal@cheerful.com


~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
*-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
*-Ice skating *-Volleyball
*-Dancing *-Stoning
*-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
*-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs

~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
*-boardgames
*-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
*-to get marry
*-stay in thailand
*-to have kids
*-to see GOD



~wisshex*~

*-serve god
*-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
*-that I have less troubles in BGR
*-someone to remember his promise
*-to serve in thailand full time


__darlinnkx*~

Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Wednesday, April 19, 2006
???

He said he missed me ... and still have feelings for me ... He still has not shi xin ...

___herre with miee*~
8:36 AM
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Friday, April 07, 2006
A one sided love story...

Once a upon a time... this guy named Bhavaja liked a girl named Damayanti the 1st day he saw and tok to her at her workplace... this guy was married with a baby boy but his marriage was not a happy one but the girl encouraged him to salvage his marriage, tok to him about caring for his family without thinking he would fall in love with her... They just left each other just knowing each other' s name... Damayanti tot that she would never see him again as he is her boss's friend ... At that time she had alot issues to handle as she fights with the guy she had once loved very much with the another guy going after her at the same time... Bhavaja got Damayanti's hp no through her friend and msg her wantding to see her by asking her out... She still did not suspect anything but because of alot of issues on hand, she ask her boss to ask Bhavaja not to msg her which her boss did by bluffing Bhavaja that Damayanti had a bf.... He stopped msging her le..
Months passed... Damayanti saw Bhavaja at her working place again... This time Bhavaja became a staff of the company but different branch... He was there for training... However Bhavaja and Damayanti did not tok to each other.....
Then Damayanti went over to another branch with her collegues from her own branch... then she saw Bhavaja again.... They tok abit... Then after that he msged her ask her to celebrate birthday with him then she asked him to celebrate with his wife and son.. Then he told her he was going to be divorced soon... then she asked how about his son... She jokingly asked him to find a new mum for him... Then he said Damayanti ... Damayanti said she wanted to be nanny... She meant it ... Then she realised he meant it too ... That day Damayanti did not celebrate with him because she is busy and sick.. She told Bhavaja that she could not go as she was sick and Bhavaja was worried...
Few days later... He msged her asked her to be with him... Damayanti wanted some time .... Then he msged her asked her not to consider him anymore cause he knew he would hurt Damayanti and told her he liked her since the 1st dae he knew her ... Damayanti was stunned because she did not know he liked since 1st dae and how can he probably continue liking someone when the person had a bf.... He said if she can be his wife , he will be overjoy and he blamed fate for not letting him know Damayanti earlier .... Damayanti had someone in her heart and the person is not Bhavaja but she did not want to hurt him .... She was @ the loss of what to do ... Even her friend told her that she did consider because she pitied him... And he is not even the type of guy that Damayanti liked... She wanted to clarify things with Bhavaja... But she did not know how... She went to her friend , Kami for help... She went down to the branch wit Kami to tok to Bhavaja... She sat there wit Kami for some time but she did not how... then until Damayanti is alone after she went to washroom... She saw Bhavaja waiting to tok to her... She had probs trying to convey the message .. He tot that Kami is Damayanti's bf... Damayanti said no but she rejected him... She felt hurt cause she felt she hurt him... She apologized to him ... Then that nite she asked him why he liked her and why must he said all that to her... He told her he liked her cause of her understanding etc... And because no matter how much he liked her and wanted to be with her , he would not because he knew he would hurt her and himself and he did not want that to happen... Then he started to be very negative but Damayanti tried to counsel him .. but he asked Damayanti why she cared so much, she also did not like him... She said as a friend she wanted to care... But he did not allow her to and told her he bluffed her , he did not like her etc.. Then Damayanti was in pain then she asked him whether had he liked her before or at all... Bhavaja made a deal with Damayanti that she had to take care of herself and eat medications before he would tell her the truth... He told her the truth... He loved her alot even until the dae she rejected him... and maybe even longer... Then the next dae he asked her again to be with him... She said dont know... On sun Damayanti prayed and msged him she would never considered him anymore as he is not the one for her.... Sad for him and guilty cause hurt him before that and almost make the wrong decision that Kami is afraid ... But after that sun she and Kami were relieved and so was Bhavaja that he knew her stand ...


___herre with miee*~
12:05 PM
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