GOD loves me...`*
*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
*-231084
*-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts



___conttact miee*~

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~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
*-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
*-Ice skating *-Volleyball
*-Dancing *-Stoning
*-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
*-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs

~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
*-boardgames
*-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
*-to get marry
*-stay in thailand
*-to have kids
*-to see GOD



~wisshex*~

*-serve god
*-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
*-that I have less troubles in BGR
*-someone to remember his promise
*-to serve in thailand full time


__darlinnkx*~

Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Saturday, June 25, 2005
Miss Thailand

I want to go Thailand ... I just check the airfares ... very tempted to fly back to Thailand .... I miss my friends.... like Tom , yokie.... I dont know whether I can go especially if I go alone... Lord I really want to go ...I miss the food ...

___herre with miee*~
5:33 PM
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Friday, June 24, 2005
Back ...

I came back from Thailand....for about 5 days... still not used to life in Singapore yet cause in Thailand even working seems more relaxed then relaxing in Singapore... Khop Khun Pra Chao... I really thanks GOD that his love , guidance lead me through the 19 days even though I am injured with a sprained ankle, down with fever and diarrhea and asthma attack ... I survived !!! I love GOD ... He love me so much to show how amazing he is ... The 1st day I went to MSU after prayer walk, when everyone go for lunch , I saw a group of girls with 1 boy eating lunch and suddenly , a voice asks me go over and make friends.. I hesitate cause they may not understand my language or may even ignore me ... but I think I forget that in GOD nothing is impossible .... I went over and make friends and shared gospel with them, I am so amazed and I give GOD praise, 3 people receive christ though the guy was quite confused according to P' Kan, I prayed earnestly that he will learn more about GOD and willing to follow GOD for the whole of their lives... And GOD asked my prayers ... The guy( tian meng) came for follow up everidae and always stays at our crusade corner , very active in our programs .. even though he is always have classes and busy for instance , he rush down for our mass E even though when he came it ended but he walked long way just to come and he sacrifice his chance of going home to go for our follow up camp even though he has classes on fri... Seeing him growing in LORD and praising HIM and praying , reading bible... I feel blessed from the fact the GOD has worked in his heart...
I realli thank GOD that HE leads our team in terms of safety like healing us of our diarrhea , roger broken head , guides us in the programmes we have like most of the times, we only know what the programmes for the next day late in the night ....
And I want to thank GOD for putting Tom into my life as a big brother and alot of close friends like yokie , zhixin, carine ( she is someone so close to me cause she always there for me), matthea... I realise blessing someone with the blessings GOD given is a blessing itself like giving support to Tom make me realise I am so blessed with the support my friends give me ... And GOD put a calling in me to go forth n make disciples in Thailand... I am so happy
Through this trip alot of people like each other or like someone in Thailand ... feel so funnie... and so confusing..... I am just very worry about Tom as he goes Korea ... I realli pray that GOD will guard him and lead him to be closer to GOD and ensure his safety there...

___herre with miee*~
2:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
We are the Reason

Tommorrow I will be flying to Maharaskum... for a mission...to multiply christ centred disciples in love and prayer...because we are the reason that GOD gave up his life, we are the reason that he suffered and died, to the world that was lost, he gave all he could to show us the reason to live... This is a blessing and joy that GOD has given me and rest of my team mates ... I never say that being a christian is easy or has a smooth sailing life cause we are different ... we may have gone through more stuffs than other non-christians cause we are living testimony of Christ and we are tempted by Satan every seconds of our lives... But through all these trials and suffering , GOD never left us walking alone but carry us when we are at the lowest point in our life...though I can say at times, you will wonder where is GOD , why things happen the way it happen... etc... Everything happen for a reason even sufferings .. is to build us up and to be stronger in faith , develop as a christlike disciples and child of GOD... Whenever we pray to GOD that we are willing to change .. change to be better or christlike ... we must be prepare change means learning maybe through hard way... cause change that comes from hard lesson work better ( I believes so) cause the impact is there... lesson that are learnt through hard way is always more long lasting and experience wit GOD is one of the best way to spread gospel cause it is with personal touch... The trainings and rehearsals and meetings for the trip really taught me many things through the journey though it is hard , maybe even harder when I am there... But I really loved by GOD and my team mates and friends through this time when Satan is trying to bring me down and creating troubles for me... but GOD is so good cause HE leads me through even though I may not realise it cause I still feel sad , worry , and fearful... But looking and listening to encouragements from my team mates and friends , and most importantly GOD I am amoured with love and care from HIM and lots of blessings ... even when my parents are fighting or scolding, having some conflicts with my team having some relationship problems... everything I believe that happens happen for a reason ... a reason for me to grow to be christlike and matures as a christian...
During this week , I am doing a chilli fast for all the meals and solid fast for lunch and breakfast ... I really find it amazing ...even as I fast , I felt the strength from GOD that I must continue to pray and love people in thailand and as I pray , I hope to ask GOD where he is leading me to.... as I thought of going thailand/nepal/africa or any countries that GOD leads me to ..to be a tentmaker ... that next year whether I should be doing mission works overseas for a year before I make my decision to work/study/ or continue my missionworks in his desired place... though I know I really wanted to be a pediatrician ... but I believe no matter what I do is GOD's best plan for me as there is a purpose for me ... ... I hope within this year with all the busy schedule, competitions, presentations , projects ... I will not forget what I promise GOD that I will pray for my mission works as a tentmaker to see where GOD leads me to.... 1 Corinthians 13:1-8 where love is all there is because GOS is love and He 1st loves us so we may experience his love and spread his love so people can enjoy and experience the love we have from GOD ....
I really have a lot of things to thank GOD for ... too many that I can only say I thanks GOD for everything I have and I do not have, everything I learnt and not learnt... everythings basically everything.... 1 thing I must really thanks for is giving me a chance to know HIM and be child of HIM where I can pray and give thanks...
Alot of things went through my mind as I type ... my life, my trip, my loved ones etc... and GOD ...as I grew up , I learn to see love as sacrifical cause GOD has sacrifical love for us... I wanted more and more to settle down , to form a family... and earnestly praying for it ... maybe alot of my frenz are attached and married... but I know that GOD has HIS time.... I told GOD that I even have names for my future children... Soloman __ Wei jun , Saul __ Wei chong, Ruth __ wei ting ... Maybe all these are just my fanstasy, but I believe in GOD that whether I be single or married , I never alone cause GOD is there.... with me ... all the time... On tues I saw a young couple where the guy is younger than the gal ... and at that I thought of XiangPing and Meng Yeow and makes me wonder does age really matters in a relationship... or in love ... ??? I used to think that age matters alot cause of communication barriers but as I see people around me , they also have communication barriers regardless of age ... Loving family and a christ centred family is something I look forward to in the family ... I want my children to know GOD... as time goes pass , I became more confirmed that my life partner MUST be a CHRISTIAN and someone who loves GOD more than anything else... I saw what happens to someone and someone else ... and hope that I really can help... but I think I should pray ....
I saw LJ last sat at the santuary ... then at that time I ask myself .. what is going to happen between the 2 of us .... possibly nothing at all .... or is my heart filled another person ... ??? a question that makes me ponder...
I thanks GOD ... for the time of reflection and typing all these

___herre with miee*~
1:21 PM
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