GOD loves me...`*
*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
*-231084
*-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts



___conttact miee*~

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~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
*-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
*-Ice skating *-Volleyball
*-Dancing *-Stoning
*-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
*-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs

~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
*-boardgames
*-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
*-to get marry
*-stay in thailand
*-to have kids
*-to see GOD



~wisshex*~

*-serve god
*-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
*-that I have less troubles in BGR
*-someone to remember his promise
*-to serve in thailand full time


__darlinnkx*~

Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Saturday, September 23, 2006
Bluffing & Cheating games..

Why do pple to bluff or cheat another person ?
What good does it do to cheat the other person ?
How to trust and believe someone especially if a guy tells u he loves u or likes u ?
Trusting God is so easy cause I know 100% for such he wun disappoint me he wun bluff or cheat me ..
I want to trust people ... I wan to care ... but why am I always the one to be cheated or bluffed ? AM I plain stupid or in nicer words more trusting ? I dun wan to be like tt ... I seem to trust pple so readily ... Sometimes I hate myself for too trusting n oso doubting pple .... I scared of trusting pple ... I scared to get hurt ... Why do I still go n trust pple from the internet ... God help me !!!

___herre with miee*~
11:26 AM
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
Fears

I ve a fear ... After that incident... I have a fear ... until nw i still have ... but why ? Mayb because I dont trust him or i am nt secure or our r/s r nt strong enough to withstand testing bah ... Why should I be so bothered when my heart is nt even there ??? But I will wonder has that incident affected our r/s ? Why do I keep having memories of them ?? I want to cry !! Why cant I talk to him like in the past ??

___herre with miee*~
6:28 AM
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Monday, September 04, 2006
Stupid!!

Felt so stupid when I realised that I am bluffed by my company ...they run away with my collegues' $$ and accuses my fren of stealing ... so bad lor ... then realise the pple i trusted actually are the ones that bluff me ... hate tt feeling... Dont want to trust people anymore !!!

___herre with miee*~
10:12 AM
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
Feelings..

I am freezing in New santuary ... So cold ... Then yucong removes his jacket for me ... I wearing 1 jacket already ... then they gave me more jackets but i still freezing n shivering and cant move n cant find my inhaler then yucong saw my nails turn blue and got an inhaler frm leejun... very touched ... then i cant move and yucong carry me n he nearly slipped n fall ... then everyone cover me wit jackets n even gt slping bag haha... then drink hot water ... then i held on to yucong's hands until wong ling liao shi sae let the ger do it ... actually after i saw fang yu there i felt a sense of guiltyness... i tink i ll reject yucong help ... cos he is a guy n i m a ger .... nt veri nice esp holding his hand like tt ... then they sun me ... after tt we go get medicine ... then went to eat ... then tt joanna .. was so shocked tt yucong carry me cos my 3 daughters saw tt then andrew was there n suan me la tt stupid joanna ... so paiseh haha ... somemore my cell was there

___herre with miee*~
7:13 AM
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Dream ...

I dreamt of myself having a bf haha... but he bluffed me then i ran off n many pple cant find me then i got into trouble then i broke up with him ... Feel like a drama

___herre with miee*~
6:37 AM
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