GOD loves me...`*
*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
*-231084
*-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts



___conttact miee*~

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~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
*-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
*-Ice skating *-Volleyball
*-Dancing *-Stoning
*-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
*-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs

~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
*-boardgames
*-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
*-to get marry
*-stay in thailand
*-to have kids
*-to see GOD



~wisshex*~

*-serve god
*-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
*-that I have less troubles in BGR
*-someone to remember his promise
*-to serve in thailand full time


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Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Saturday, January 28, 2006
Record breaking

1. Jia mian actually called ... funny rite ? Normally only i called him haha ... but ytd he called me in the afternoon we tok ... while he works ...
2. We tok in the nite again ... we tok 3 times in a dae
3. We tok from morn 1am to 8am ... abt 7 hr ... 1 time in our life tok for 7 hrs... did feel tired in btw but we continued ... weird rite ? we sang worship songs ... tok abt life etc... is so much nicer toking to a chritian then non chritian ... he did sae he wonder wat his future ger will sae ... abt toking on phone for 7 hrs ... he ve gd life his parents din noe n din nag but my parents did n i ve veri bad gastric...
4 Think he oredi KO le ...

___herre with miee*~
10:16 AM
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Feelings unsure ...

Huimin read my blog about M and ask me abt it ... she ask a sensitive qns ... do i still like him ... i dunnoe hw to ans her... b4 tt i m chatting wit aun .. he sae he shy ask me to change flowers to other things like sending online flowers , orange or milk ... i oso dunnoe wat he tinking la... i dun wan him to feel embarrassed ... he is stress cos he scare i nt happy... but he still shy ... then abt M i nt sure believe he block me on msn cos he desnt wan to ve anything wit me le ... i oso din bother but huimin sae i care abt him still despite alotof other things ... i noe i cant , shldnt, mustnt cont to like M ... he is nt the one ... my feelings r so confused nw .. tot i m over M...

___herre with miee*~
10:07 AM
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Opportunities for my future ...

Found this advertiement or rather appeal from OMF homepage... I want to go ... and praying whether the 1st choice of being teacher is a good choice ... I noe is good but unsure ... Need god more ... esp now ve to convince my parents n oso my fears n struggles include future partner etc...

ENGLISH TEACHERS NEEDED ...

English is the international language, and there are thousands of openings for English teachers in universities, middle and even primary schools. Young Asians see English as a means of career advancement. Qualified professionals need it to update skills and interact with foreign colleagues. A five-week course in TESOL training is enough to enable you to secure a placement and we can help you obtain the necessary training. It's the simplest way of providing the skills Asia needs and provides fantastic opportunities to share your faith with students and colleagues. Teachers of a wide range of other subjects are also in demand.


___herre with miee*~
10:37 PM
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Monday, January 23, 2006
Prayers for Mahasarakham staff

n1. Pray for there will movements everywhere in thailand especially in the campus so that through such movements more students will come to know God...

n2. Pray for the disciples in thailand that they will stand firm in their faith and will grow in the spirit and also they can be spiritual multipliers to mulitple disciples in spirit and numbers...

n3. Pray for the mahasarakham staff team for the support raising because right now they have negative value for the team financal... Pray that they will continue to have faith in God that God will provides and pray for people to have the heart for thai work will support them...

n4. P kan is one of the thai staff in Maharashakham team ... Thanks God that her mum has prayed to receive christ.. Pray that she will grow in faith and know God more each day, and all the strongholds that is on her will be torn down and God may grant her strength, peace, hope and joy during this tough period where her husband in hospital... Pray for the salvation of her family and the health of her dad as her dad is in hospital , pray that during this period of time her family and her dad can come to know the love of God and to heal her dad... Pray for P kan that she will be to raise about S$2000 for a mission trip in march according to God's will and God will prepare christians with hearts of passion in mission to support her in terms of finances and she will not worry and learn to trust God for the money as God will provides ultimately according to His will... Also pray for the country that she going to ( name of country is unknown cause is a closed country ) ... Pray that the grounds of the country will be soften and God will prepare the way and open the hearts of the people in the country to be willing to hear the word of God...

n5. Pray for P mini, Pchaw and their little baby girl, Faith (1 yr 4mths old)... Pray for P mini as he is in charge of all the staffs of Mahasarakham and also in charge of Shalom church 2 in Mahasarakham.. Pray that he will continue to have faith and to lead his team of staff and family to have closer walk with God and for pchaw to have rest as she has to take care of the family especially little Faith and also serve in the ministry... Pray that the both of them will provide Faith an environment where she will know God more each day as she grows up and pray that she will like her name to have faith in God and to grow stronger in body and in spirit ...

n6. Pray for P daw that she can continue to have a closer walk with God each day in her serving in church and crusade , pray that she will not be overwhelm by the work and drift away from God but trusts God in anything and everything...

___herre with miee*~
9:29 PM
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Prayers for bangkok crusaders

1. Ram CCC - for they are preparing their letter to raise support ,
pray that as they do that, they can continue to have in God to lead
them and provide for them and all the preparations need to be done
to write the letter etc...

2. Students - they are going to start their tests soon ... the 1st
test is from 26 jan - 5 feb and 2nd test is from 26 feb - 19 mar...
Pray that they focus and study well for God and have good time
management to handle between school work and ministry work, and they
dont neglect their health and other aspects of their life during
this period of time and they will be closer to God ...

3. Camp - they have a camp from 11 -13 feb ... Pray for their
preparations of the camp and their hearts that they will not lose
focus of God in the midst of preparations

4. Arm - He is going to graduate soon after his exam.. pray for his
directions in life as in what he is going to do after graduation
etc... and also for his health as he is always down with diarrhea ...

5. Tom - He is in army now ... Pray that he will be salt and light
in the camp and even without the bible he is able to continue to
have quiet time with God in prayer and worship and he will walk
closer to God more each day and also for his health so he will not
fall sick in camp...

6. Aun - He is preparing for his final exams before he graduate and
he also works full time during this time ... Pray that he can manage
his time well and will not fall sick @ this period of time... Pray
that he will not be away from God due to his hectic schedule and
still be able to serve ... And be a good testimony in his workplace and family...

7. Rest - Pray that they will continue to have faith in God and be a
salt and light either in schools or non christian friends ... And
pray that they are able to stand firm in their faith even when
confronted by family or friends and they can continue to be
christlike in such bad environment where there are so many idolism
and bad infleunces like sexual influences etc ...

8. Thailand - Pray that all the stronghold that trap people hearts
be torn down so that they will know God and for their hearts to be
open o gospel , and more labourers in the field in thailand to
spread the gospel as there are many people that have not heard of
the word and have not known our true living God...


___herre with miee*~
9:04 AM
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
Holidaes in Thailand ...

13 Nite ---- 17 Nite --> Trip to thailand, bangkok
Place of stay: Bangok Inter place >> near yokie and Arm 's house... Must learn to complain... aircon spoilt living in hotness for 4 nite... Tv is the most common used item in the room... TV is always on before we sleep and after we wake up... got alot of nice food around the hotel... can see the stadium ..so cool
Places visited: Watergate market... Khaosan road... Bangkok army camp... staffhouse - girls
Exciting things ::: Taxi broke down on an expressway ... then have to run acroos the road ...so scary... play bingo ....throwing darts @ balloons... drinking thai tea without milk and sugar ( then realise is a bad choice ) ... 1st time eat a worm ( bad choice too ) ... then ask for flowers ( is a joke but bcome a promise ) ... joanne fight bathroom with me and i m injured .... Attend shalom church ...saw the service so exciting though worship only can sing 1 song ...went to thailand army camp.... went khaosan road... to Nite market saw many many flowers... dye and highlite my hair in thailand... make 'white' rojak ... eat abt 15 mangoes in 4 daes
Funny things ::: Aun sae he shy , no $$ and dont where to buy me flowers... kana suan by oh and nina abt aun ... oh push me towrds aun , joanne oso ... i run back to hotel in the middle of nite alone to go toilet then a policeman riding a bicycle shouted at me cos i block his way but i din notice him i screamed cos i tot who then he oso screamed cos he cant c me clearly ... And the elephant sneezed on me .... and that stupid aun laugh @ me .....
Touching things ::: Aun called yokie just to remind her to pass me the dictionary and cd ... he drew 2 portaits of me in spore... even at airport he is there to help - cos I scared of height when i go down the stairs... my thai frenz tease him n me n when i saw flowers i like they ask me to ask aun buy ... then i jokingly msg him tt i want flowers... tt nite dinner he sae he shy n nt enough $ and dont where to buy ... then on sun he still remembers abt tt ... after service other church mates gave him roses ... then he abit loss then he looks @ me and I playing basketball ... ask me go over and give me the roses... he looks so shy and feel so paiseh .. I feel funnie too ... then mon msg him ask him can pass me the cd and help buy dictionary then tues he buy me a dictionary and burn a cd for me ... He tok to me on the phone in the morn.. he sae sorrie he cant buy flowers cos he working and he sae sim card not enough to msg me back ... then ask me go airport call him ... and i did then the 1st thing he sae is sorrie he cant come airport wit flowers for me ... and i ve headache @ tt pt so i told him i sick he is worried wan me to rest, slp eat medicine and he scared wan me to take care ... then he aske mwhether i like tt dictionary i like i wan to pay him back he sae no is a gift frm to me ... wan me to study my thai well have alot of things to sae but cant express so i study thai well can tok to him ... he sae the most touching thing ---> he is sad he cant go airport to see me , he wan to c me ... then i cried ....
I love thailand n thai food .... i saw my thai bro , tom but loss of words in the army camp ... i miss him very much ve very little time to tok to tom... have so much things to tell him ...i worried tt the officer will punish him cause I stand there watch them ....then as we left a grp of officers standing behind me giggle n point @ me n tok in thai then i realise frm yokie tt they find me cute ( bcos tt dae yokie tie my hair in plaits ) ... so paiseh... sat i ate the stupid worm nearly cried then tt stupid aun laugh @ me ... we jus like to push $$ to each other cos we r alwaz fighting to pay for sth... i bought a tshirt in appreciation for his dictionary ( frenz comment we like couple the way tok on the hp n buying things for each other... mayb nt ) .. Aun is os popular with singapore gers in meta hear some many pple sae he gd looking etc even those who jus saw his pic...
I like the ger staff called p nik di she is so cute ... she comment tt i look like korea crusade staff ... I ate alot of food in thailand - sok ki , tom yam, ya ma maug, som tom n the sotong eggs is so nice ... craving for it now ...

Now back to spore i reali wonder abt my love for thailand , abt aun ... my bro tom ... the church even the pple on the street tt doesnt noe god ... I feel for them .. god reali put a big burden in me to serve a country ... never never have so feeling or even felt for a place or someone so much .... to a pt i promise god tt i will trust him in using me in my calling to serve full time in missions nt jus going include everything frm $$ to future partners to my parents eto my church etc... The more i m comfirmed tt god called , the more fears i ve and more realistic the fears n struggless bcome .. but i trust god for all tt ...

___herre with miee*~
12:50 AM
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
time wit thai ... .

25 dec >> was christmas ... so excited ... but more exciting was that faith came with p mini, p chaw, p daw and p kan... I went to fetch them @ the airport... seeing faith make me os 'high'... she runs, jumps and so cute.... bought her a dress...

26 dec >> yokie , arn and arm should arrive in the morning ... but due to miscommunication, i went to airport but they were late for the flight have to change another flight and in the afternoon but i ve to work so i did not get to see them ...

27 dec - 30 dec >> Meta camp... came very late ... cause of asthma attack ... I was so tired ... did not feel like going but i did and no regrets ... Very fun and really learn alot despite all the sickness and injuries... ANd learn dancing from yokie and arn ... Then realize that my CGL , lindy and many gers are attracted to arn haha.... so funnie ... they all find him cute... and the best i m so close to him ... even my cgl ask me y i n him can b so close ....

30dec>>Esplande time... we went to suntec for dinner... i only have dessert cause need to go church youth retreat @ st andrew centre... took a photo of the ice kachang for aun... then we went to take photo city link....

31 dec>> Derick's big day - his wedding wit Stella... invited arm, aun , yokie to the tea ceremony then derick's daddy send them to my house ...but to wrong place ... so funnie... arm n aun came my hse to slp.... they so tired... n yokie explore my room n everything ... guys dun cum my rm so they stay in living rm ... n my mum came back n took a photo wit them n my aunt too ... My aunt is full praises for aun ...haha ... aun never seen me in tube dress b4 ... so he wan to take photo but i stop him cos hair messy .. then we went down settlers hoping to get my pay but Eric not around ..M saw aun n the rest ... wonder wat he tinking n the rest oso ... Then we went to wedding ... gt faith...she wore tt purple dress tt i bought for her ... she is sooooo cute but she vomit on pmini n pchaw ... poor them ... looking @ them make wan to marry too n ve a kid like faith... we went to watch fireworks @ esplande ... but lose matthea, arm and aun ... then cant call oso due to network prob... then we go for a walk ... i tok jiamian the whole nite most pple tink he is my bf haha ...esp yokie ... aun ask me am i ok ...then melvin came to go hm wit us after supper @ 2plus in the morn ...

2 jan>> the thai staff r flying back so sad.... i bought faith a dolphin... she love it ... n i love her ... i miss her n p chaw n the rest... pchaw n i hug each other when faith nt ard if she nt happpy ... then arm aun yokie n the rest went to sentosa ... I n justin went for lunch 1st ... then he sae i n melvin gt fu qi xiang i nearly laugh my head off .... then matthea tot i n justin together etc ... alll siao de ... alvin is so nice during the game when he pass me the ball when he is nt supposed to ... others sae his help is alittle too obvious ...then i fell aslp during performance @ the musical fountain ... n i fell on alvin..so pai seh ... hope no one is jealous ....

3 jan>> went to eat wit melvin, elena yokie, arm and aun ... make melvin ask alvin wat he wan for christmas ( very late i noe ) ... then aun pass me a portrait of me ... so touched but he draw me until i look like a ah lian so sad ....then he forget to draw for matthea ... i tell him i want another portrait...then we went brash brasa then i saw chuan n calvin ... realize tt aun is a designer....then we went to ruby birthday party ... the thai sang thai songs so nice ............ then saw along lost friend wen siang realise he is ruby church mate... world is so small

4 jan>> bought alvin a tshirt ... then @ airport realise that aun draw another portrait of me but forget to bring n when i ask him whether he got draw matthea .. he sae yes but melvin nudge him n sae he didnt ... he forgotten n oso forgotten to bring my portrait left it @ melvin hse ...we went for dinner ... jiamian came... then huien bf ask me is jiamian my bf ... i sae no even yokie sae bf ...

___herre with miee*~
9:59 PM
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