GOD loves me...`*
*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
 *-231084
 *-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts
___conttact miee*~

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 ~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
 *-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
 *-Ice skating *-Volleyball
 *-Dancing *-Stoning
 *-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
 *-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs
~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
 *-boardgames
 *-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
 *-to get marry
 *-stay in thailand
 *-to have kids
 *-to see GOD
~wisshex*~

*-serve god
 *-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
 *-that I have less troubles in BGR
 *-someone to remember his promise
 *-to serve in thailand full time

__darlinnkx*~

Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Monday, November 13, 2006
Missing Someone ...
Missing my dear le .... I wonder how is he and what he is doing ... He is in KL now ... He will be going Thailand soon... Why are there doubts and fears and insecurities ? Seeing him dont make feel my heart pump faster or what .. Just enjoy the time together even is very short each time because of work...
On sat ... My er jie bf were eating and chatting with us the grp of girls then he sae he feels so sian cause no one accompany him then i sae gt some many ger/pple accompany him le then fang yu says he onli wan 1 person which is my er jie then after that i ask him whether he sees her everyday he sae ya then i sae nt enoough issit ? Then he sae this type of things where gt enough de then fang yu sae he shld b contented can see each other eveyday cos not all couple can do tt like me when i n my dear in 2 different countries ... then like fang yu and her one oso dun c everyday or even my cgl n his gf live so near oso din everydae c ...
Actuallie because the time i n dear ve together is veri short .. think we ll treasure it more each time when we r given this chance... we chat abt being together too fast dont know each well but already ve to endure the separation ... he is worried he will tied me down ... he worried that i lose my youth waiting for him ... He even ask wat happen if someone i used to like go after me ... I said go ahead and i dont ve to accept .... But I felt the insecurities btw us ... esp me abt him n his gd fren .. he noe mentioning tt ger name make me uncomfortable ... cos i felt like spare tyre but he alwaz scold me ... cos he sae i m nt ... Other than letting God take charge of the r/s ... I have no idea how can the r/s b maintained or move on ... but i n dear story felt so much like im elliot n elisabeth elliot as they ve different calling ... they wait patiently for each other to do God's will in mission and even in the same country we ve calling in different areas... I am more inclined to creative evangelism n for him is church planting ...He is going to thailand to set up a company tt sell clothes, hats etc ( christian stuffs )
I prayed whatever decision he makes is from God and of God's will as only decision that is allowed by God is gd .... as God became the centre of the decision making process ... also pray that he ll trust God heart where he go ...
I hope he noe i ll support him in watever decision he makes that is from God ... Take care dear
___herre with miee*~
9:17 AM
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