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*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
*-231084
*-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts



___conttact miee*~

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~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
*-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
*-Ice skating *-Volleyball
*-Dancing *-Stoning
*-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
*-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs

~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
*-boardgames
*-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
*-to get marry
*-stay in thailand
*-to have kids
*-to see GOD



~wisshex*~

*-serve god
*-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
*-that I have less troubles in BGR
*-someone to remember his promise
*-to serve in thailand full time


__darlinnkx*~

Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Gone ...

My dear .... flew off for thailand on mon le .... met him @ the airport ... Actuallie that day had a tok wit pastor loo ling ...wanted to give up this r/s le ... cos frm the msn conversation ... I ve felt that dear want to give up tis r/s ... so i wan to let go ... I din wan to suggest anything ... I jus kept quiet .... when i saw him ... especially i saw him wit a ger .... but i dun wan to b jealous ... I dun wan him to sae i tink too much ... jus kept quiet n he held my hand thruout the time we wit tt ger... we actuallie din tok other than she intro herself to me n the time when she need coins to take bus back to JB... Dear went to accompany to wait for bus... Actuallie alot of doubts flew thru my mind like their r/s , my status , y he suggest things like tt , wat my pastor sae etc... But I just wait patiently for him... we went to budget terminal ... so funnie ... dun look like spore airport lor .... we sat down n tok ... he held me veri tightly ... is he afraid he lose me or i lose him ? Actuallie we ve a relief tt we r going on a long distance r/s ... he dunnoe is gd or bad for me ... since we make the decision ... we will keep it ... it is a commitment n responsibility ... I realise b4 he left tt is the 1st time i hugged him so tightly ... then realise that his fren who fetch him r all gers ... my 2 bro tom n jo went wit yokie to fetch him ... he is so stressed that tt he cant register for his company ... hw i wish i can help him ... i dun wan to b his burden ... To b his sweet , nice and understanding n supportive gf seem harder than i tot it wld b ... esp nt to b jealous abt him ve so many gers in his frenster etc ...
Toking to cw on msn ... then realise if i m single he ll date me .... haha ... mayb if i m sing le i ll consider bah but my dear is still the best haha... sometime i felt tt dear is scared tt i ll accept guys tt go after me ... n @ the same time i m afraid tt he cant resist temptation bah ... that y sometime we r so stressed ... i still want to b me ... a friendly ger .... but i scared i mislead guys .... 1 of the guy tot i n dear break he so happy cos gt chance to go after me bah he said .... but unlikely cos he MIA le haha .... The photo we took @ airport is the onli thing i can look @ when i miss him ... esp i saw a couple tt look like us ... the ger is so much shorter than her bf ... like us n the way they behave reali like us .... so sweet ... Sometimes i envy pple can c their bf/gf so often... but they r nt contented y ?? I wonder how is dear is ... is he fine ... is he happy or stressed or wat he doing etc...

___herre with miee*~
10:02 AM
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