GOD loves me...`*
*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
 *-231084
 *-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts
___conttact miee*~

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 ~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
 *-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
 *-Ice skating *-Volleyball
 *-Dancing *-Stoning
 *-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
 *-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs
~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
 *-boardgames
 *-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
 *-to get marry
 *-stay in thailand
 *-to have kids
 *-to see GOD
~wisshex*~

*-serve god
 *-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
 *-that I have less troubles in BGR
 *-someone to remember his promise
 *-to serve in thailand full time

__darlinnkx*~

Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Sunday, November 27, 2005
A lesson learnt....
There is no U – turn in relationship. Once something happens that causes changes to a relationship, there is no way it can go back to its original state. Like a vase that is broken, no matter how much glue or tape will not bring back the original state of the vase, there will be a blemish. And not everything or everyone gives you second chance, so never do things that you will regret. What done is done, it cannot be undone. I did not treasure and cherish someone that is very important to me and I hurt him so badly that I lose him. Only then I realize that he is very important to me but I cannot turn back the time and undo the mistake just like Tracy can’t undo the harm she had inflicted on Yew Tai. The minute the damage is done, people don’t trust you anymore.
I paid a high price for this lesson... so high ... I am going to let go ... If it meant to be , it meant to be ... If not , then just move on ... I dont know how can someone be so happy that another person not on good term with others .... and how can he imagine or even wish that I fell out wit M ... damm shocked by him and very sad that he say such things... To me he become so naive and immature ... but he has gone through so much and so old ... he shouldnt be telling me that and even thinking of that ... I think he can guessed that my worries and sadness is associated with M ... but he is wori n scared ... I know that he think that if I n M cant make it then he ll ve chance la .... and also he dont want M to b so impactful even when I fell out wit M , still care for him... He noe i need time ... he want a proper answer .. I ve but I didnt want to give him yet cause I want to know by the end of the 1 mth ... is M still the one i love ...
___herre with miee*~
11:28 PM
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