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*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
*-231084
*-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts



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~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
*-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
*-Ice skating *-Volleyball
*-Dancing *-Stoning
*-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
*-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs

~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
*-boardgames
*-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
*-to get marry
*-stay in thailand
*-to have kids
*-to see GOD



~wisshex*~

*-serve god
*-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
*-that I have less troubles in BGR
*-someone to remember his promise
*-to serve in thailand full time


__darlinnkx*~

Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Learning to Relax ....

Today M is sick and dont have to work ... so is the only time we chat more bah .... Realize he likes to ice skate ... nowadays so hard to find people who like to skate ... then realize he went to make tiramisu... it bring me back alot of memories .. about my past relationship etc... I like tiramisu ... Love it ... As it is one of my favorite , another is mango cake ... He tells me to relax ... Below is the dialogue -->

M: ah ... just relax lah ,always telling u to relax but u never do so. Always very loud and very active.
E: washing plates can b relaxing
M: hahaha .... not enuf for u
E: once i quiet dwn is the time i stone
M: hahaha . stone. i've seen that before , thats not relaxing...thats just zoning out and when pple stone they stare far far away,. their body might be here but their mind are somewhere else
E: mean daydream?
M: in yr case ur not daydreaming , ur like just standing there like a dead duck , super ugly
E: tt quite sad to sae is ugly
M: hahah ... well u look terrible when u are tired , so u should get more zzz and look more alive

Lets imagine the scene ... and how actors/actress will act such a scene ... Now is another scene ...

E: I want to drink peach tea
B: NO!!
E: Not cold
B: NO!! Drink warm water
( B went to kitchen to get lukewarm water for E and even test it himself whether will it be too hot for E ... Everyone called B mummy because of that .... E drinks it )
Y: If u take cold drinks , I tell B and he will nag at u
E: M also nag
Y: Good , I want his hp no ... so he can control you ...

I didnt go to work today ... weiquan took over my shift ... No pt going dwn ... Cos I have to face someone I din want to alone .... And most of my guy frenz have probs with gf came to look for me .... sometimes find it funnie ... cause i m nt a typical ger hw can i give advice ??? I cant even settle my own love probs .... Like I dun noe wat is S thinking about when he ask me in the morning if he likes me will i accept .... I ask M for help... but he sae dun implicate him in ... I also dunnoe is good or bad ... But something I can gurantee ... S definitely dont have chance ... cause I smoke him before ... bluff him that I like someone else .. I wonder when will I get a bf .... B and M always I dont know how to take care of myself .... B jus scolded me ytd for drinking cold stuff ....
I want to skate and play volleyball now !!! Damm sad I cant ... Damm jealous of M lor he can go swim ( but I dont know how to ) and run ..... Shld learn from M ...things happen but he learn to take things in his stride ... which is so hard ... think he n B veri strong .... not onli physically but mentally ... Seeing B i noe tt i ll be safe de and M is tt i feel comforted ...

Serve a grp of customers of 7 guys last fri ... Not even my shift :( jus wanna to help them ... n dun feel gd letting my customers unattended ... I teach them around the world in 80 days , ostrakon, jungle speed ( played with them and won ) .... Cause i m the onli ger ... they suan me , tease me ... even M oso kana ... but we ve cakes cause 1 of them birthday and it happen he knows Willis chay .... They are so fun ... hope they enjoy my service ... then they told M they want me to serve next time ... n M sae they like calling for gers like tt and 7 guys 'bully' the only ger... but we had fun ... Then even Ed also saw the way I tok to them ... n Eliza came ... then M tease her ... feel that he likes her ... haha ... then nuthing happens ... then huiyi n shaojing came too ... See that M is super stressed ... still drink beer ... and a grp of customers take forever to bill pissed him off .... bought him mentos n deliberately give him in front of Ed ... I feel bad ... but no choice ... M wanted to join us to go out ... dun noe he joking or he wan to c someone ... Went hm abt 3plus in the morn ... He never admit it ...
Me , eliza, shaojing, deric, huiyi went to buy +mas decor ... then eliza tot of deric bdae gift so she used my hp called M and tok abt it ... We walked and walked ... and i sprained my ankle again ... then saw blue snowflake and insist on buying it even though no stock ... so we took it off the trees and get them to sell me ... veri pretty lor
Knock down by bicycle cause I stone n knock my head on the lamp post when i going home on sun ... So blur lor ... veri pain but recovering ... haha
I hope that ed n I can cont to b frenz ...

___herre with miee*~
1:59 AM
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