GOD loves me...`*
*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
*-231084
*-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts



___conttact miee*~

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*-faithful_jesus_84@hotmail.com

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*-crazygal@cheerful.com


~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
*-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
*-Ice skating *-Volleyball
*-Dancing *-Stoning
*-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
*-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs

~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
*-boardgames
*-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
*-to get marry
*-stay in thailand
*-to have kids
*-to see GOD



~wisshex*~

*-serve god
*-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
*-that I have less troubles in BGR
*-someone to remember his promise
*-to serve in thailand full time


__darlinnkx*~

Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Sunday, November 20, 2005
Is dying an option or solution ?

My life is in a mess ... Just with family ... Told M but got scolding .... I always thought that I know why I want to die , but after talking I dont know why ... WHy are there options that I didnt want to take ? Why are there alternatives that I dont to consider ? Why am I complaining ? WHy do I chose that option? He is pissed and angry with me , very disappointed, very irriated ... and I know as a friend he cares ... But I dont know why I am not listening to him . I just want to make things right ... I dont want to be separated from GOD ... Why am sinking into the lies of Satan that I can go and die and is better ???? Why do I have to consider that choice when I know is a super bad choice ? Why do I have to alwazys give excuses to people options ? WHY? WHY ? M hung up my call ... I know he is fuming ... He is sick and tired of seeing and hearing me so negative ... Why do I have to tell him all these ? If I dont , he wont knows ... And he wont be pissed and angry and irriated ...

___herre with miee*~
3:00 AM
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