GOD loves me...`*
*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
*-231084
*-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts



___conttact miee*~

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~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
*-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
*-Ice skating *-Volleyball
*-Dancing *-Stoning
*-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
*-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs

~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
*-boardgames
*-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
*-to get marry
*-stay in thailand
*-to have kids
*-to see GOD



~wisshex*~

*-serve god
*-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
*-that I have less troubles in BGR
*-someone to remember his promise
*-to serve in thailand full time


__darlinnkx*~

Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Drenched & Sad...

Just now I went for mime rehearsal .. before that I went to PI and saw gloom ... wanted to buy the original and expansion pack... but i ve no $$ and i dun noe whether I wan to b reminded of M...
during the mime ... i seem to b the one affecting everione ... always cant get into the character ... is so hard ... am i cut out to b in theatre ..... I wan to do it well .... so sad ...
Then went down to settlers to meet shaojing they all ... but i m drenched .... look like jus have a shower on the street ... reach settlers dripping with water ... saw M outside the cafe ...though we acknowledge each other, we never talk @ all .. not even care whether i drenched or nt... but the moving rubbish went in automatically gave me a cup of hot water ... then he take it back and put honey... and take lemon for me ... but M is ignoring the fact and me ... He jus act ignorant to the fact i m wet ... nt 1 word of concern.... i m damm sad la ... even moving rubbish show me concern... and other pple nt close to me oso try to b nice lor ... but he went to tok to Eliza being nice to her ... so pain... my heart bleed ... the more such things happen ... the more i n M have no more chance le ... His back hurts ... feel like comforting him telling him is fine ... i ll b there for him n his back ... I wan to care but I cant .. I can only act blur ... I wan to hug him ... I wan to care !!! I wan him to noe tt i reali care nt used him ...
And Ed think is gd tt i n M no chance .... at tt pt when he sae tt i feel like slapping him ... he been wishing tt 1 dae i n M will hate each other ... he is so immature ... he ruin his chance with me le ... but I wan to ed to noe tt even i n M cant b together i still care n wori n upset over M ... he noe tt i love M but he alwaz hope n think tt if M dun i ll give up or if i n M fight i ll give him a chance ... I did try to consider tt option but after wat he sae ... i find tt is a no ...

___herre with miee*~
10:26 PM
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