GOD loves me...`*
*Tukata - the doll*~

*-A graduate
*-Getting older, becoming younger
 *-231084
 *-Still seeking GOD
*-A tomboy in skirts
___conttact miee*~

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 ~*Likes*~

*-Spicy and sour food *-Music
 *-Catcus & tulips *-Boardgames
 *-Ice skating *-Volleyball
 *-Dancing *-Stoning
 *-Looking @ sky *-Seaside
 *-Dolphin *-Seashells & Starfishs
~*Loves*~

*-someone.. so near yet so far
 *-boardgames
 *-Above all ,GOD




~*Life goals*~

*-missions in thailand
 *-to get marry
 *-stay in thailand
 *-to have kids
 *-to see GOD
~wisshex*~

*-serve god
 *-to be able to glorified God in my jobs
 *-that I have less troubles in BGR
 *-someone to remember his promise
 *-to serve in thailand full time

__darlinnkx*~

Liying* CG29*
Roger* Carine*
Grace* Regina*
Xiaodong* Mark*
My photos* Fang Yu*
cyril* Yvonne*
Kitty* Justin*
Matthea* Carine*
Matthias* Da Jie*
Dori* Multi purpose*
Joanne* ZD*
Siyin* Victor*
Darlene* Isaac*


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CoPyRiGhTtEdd --
*-mRs_NuRhAiKeL*



Wednesday, June 01, 2005
We are the Reason
Tommorrow I will be flying to Maharaskum... for a mission...to multiply christ centred disciples in love and prayer...because we are the reason that GOD gave up his life, we are the reason that he suffered and died, to the world that was lost, he gave all he could to show us the reason to live... This is a blessing and joy that GOD has given me and rest of my team mates ... I never say that being a christian is easy or has a smooth sailing life cause we are different ... we may have gone through more stuffs than other non-christians cause we are living testimony of Christ and we are tempted by Satan every seconds of our lives... But through all these trials and suffering , GOD never left us walking alone but carry us when we are at the lowest point in our life...though I can say at times, you will wonder where is GOD , why things happen the way it happen... etc... Everything happen for a reason even sufferings .. is to build us up and to be stronger in faith , develop as a christlike disciples and child of GOD... Whenever we pray to GOD that we are willing to change .. change to be better or christlike ... we must be prepare change means learning maybe through hard way... cause change that comes from hard lesson work better ( I believes so) cause the impact is there... lesson that are learnt through hard way is always more long lasting and experience wit GOD is one of the best way to spread gospel cause it is with personal touch... The trainings and rehearsals and meetings for the trip really taught me many things through the journey though it is hard , maybe even harder when I am there... But I really loved by GOD and my team mates and friends through this time when Satan is trying to bring me down and creating troubles for me... but GOD is so good cause HE leads me through even though I may not realise it cause I still feel sad , worry , and fearful... But looking and listening to encouragements from my team mates and friends , and most importantly GOD I am amoured with love and care from HIM and lots of blessings ... even when my parents are fighting or scolding, having some conflicts with my team having some relationship problems... everything I believe that happens happen for a reason ... a reason for me to grow to be christlike and matures as a christian...
During this week , I am doing a chilli fast for all the meals and solid fast for lunch and breakfast ... I really find it amazing ...even as I fast , I felt the strength from GOD that I must continue to pray and love people in thailand and as I pray , I hope to ask GOD where he is leading me to.... as I thought of going thailand/nepal/africa or any countries that GOD leads me to ..to be a tentmaker ... that next year whether I should be doing mission works overseas for a year before I make my decision to work/study/ or continue my missionworks in his desired place... though I know I really wanted to be a pediatrician ... but I believe no matter what I do is GOD's best plan for me as there is a purpose for me ... ... I hope within this year with all the busy schedule, competitions, presentations , projects ... I will not forget what I promise GOD that I will pray for my mission works as a tentmaker to see where GOD leads me to.... 1 Corinthians 13:1-8 where love is all there is because GOS is love and He 1st loves us so we may experience his love and spread his love so people can enjoy and experience the love we have from GOD ....
I really have a lot of things to thank GOD for ... too many that I can only say I thanks GOD for everything I have and I do not have, everything I learnt and not learnt... everythings basically everything.... 1 thing I must really thanks for is giving me a chance to know HIM and be child of HIM where I can pray and give thanks...
Alot of things went through my mind as I type ... my life, my trip, my loved ones etc... and GOD ...as I grew up , I learn to see love as sacrifical cause GOD has sacrifical love for us... I wanted more and more to settle down , to form a family... and earnestly praying for it ... maybe alot of my frenz are attached and married... but I know that GOD has HIS time.... I told GOD that I even have names for my future children... Soloman __ Wei jun , Saul __ Wei chong, Ruth __ wei ting ... Maybe all these are just my fanstasy, but I believe in GOD that whether I be single or married , I never alone cause GOD is there.... with me ... all the time... On tues I saw a young couple where the guy is younger than the gal ... and at that I thought of XiangPing and Meng Yeow and makes me wonder does age really matters in a relationship... or in love ... ??? I used to think that age matters alot cause of communication barriers but as I see people around me , they also have communication barriers regardless of age ... Loving family and a christ centred family is something I look forward to in the family ... I want my children to know GOD... as time goes pass , I became more confirmed that my life partner MUST be a CHRISTIAN and someone who loves GOD more than anything else... I saw what happens to someone and someone else ... and hope that I really can help... but I think I should pray ....
I saw LJ last sat at the santuary ... then at that time I ask myself .. what is going to happen between the 2 of us .... possibly nothing at all .... or is my heart filled another person ... ??? a question that makes me ponder...
I thanks GOD ... for the time of reflection and typing all these
___herre with miee*~
1:21 PM
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